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Haven

by Cease & Desist

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1.
XIII 01:13
I'm so sick of disappointing everyone
2.
I feel so comfortable with a noose around my neck You're never there, you're never there, and it makes me sick Now I've held on, for way too long For a shed of hope, please help me find my home. How will I know The place that I long to be will truly set me free? And is that what I really want, have I been home all along? And I guess you can say that I got so used to just floating away You're floating away. Forget everything that they ever said Some think, some think they're better off, better off dead But listen close, don't bottle it up Cause I've put my all in being enough How will I know The place that I long to be will truly set me free? And is that what I really want, have I been home all along? And I guess you can say that I got so used to just floating away You're floating away. We'll float away Will you help me float away? How will I know The place that I long to be will truly set me free? And is that what I really want, have I been home all along? And I guess you could say that I got so used to just floating away
3.
Conquer 03:29
I burn every bridge I make With every step I take So I would never see your face. Do you cut to feel something? Do you feel pain when no ones there? When you're lying at night When the battle with the knife is the final fight Do you look for something more, When you conquer the weight of the world? I burn every bridge I make With every step I take So I would never see your face To replace that feeling, doesn't always mean you'll move on I need a sense of direction, to say I was right all along I burn every bridge I make With every step I take So I would never see your face It was never easy to hold onto Everything has lost it's taste. I lost my heart I lost my life I lost at everything I ever tried. Will you remember me when I am gone? Will you remember I was there all along?
4.
The pressure of this bottle is so heavy And I can't find a place where I don't feel empty Can you drink until this ends? Can you put a time frame on broken clocks? You can't shut it out when it's all you've got Where do you draw the line between fire and desire? Cause I'm tired of telling myself "This will never be the same" This time things must change. Why can't I understand, What goes on inside your head? When you say we are all waste in the end The weight of the world means nothing, when you learn to stand for something. Can you put a time frame on broken clocks? You can't shut it out when it's all you've got Where do you draw the line between fire and desire? Cause I'm tired of telling myself "This will never be the same" This time things must change. When the world turns on you, keep pushing on When I lose all motivation, tell me where I went wrong.
5.
It's just too hard to speak You can't leave, I will be weak I've followed my dreams and swallowed my pride Faced my fears and the rising tide They tell me, you would be proud of me But without you, I will never fall asleep I can't let go, I won't let go. I will never fall asleep, Will I live forever? Do I have to stay alone at sea? Can I join you where you are? You'll never see what I can be Will I die alone? Can you please save me? Father, I wish i could tell you one thing You help me believe They say the good die young But I'd rather die at the end of a loaded gun I can't let go, I can't let you go We will lose those we love We will die not thinking of, those we leave behind I'll keep you alive Stay with me Please don't leave I'm dying here, without you Now you're gone, guide me through Stay with me Please don't leave me with these messes I have made, You make me believe Will I live forever? Do I have to stay alone at sea? Can I join you where you are? You'll never see what I can be Will I die alone? Can you please save me? Father, I wish i could tell you one thing You help me believe I wish you could see, the man I've grown to be and everything I have accomplished All the troubles I've overcome A reflection of yourself I've been walking between heaven and hell, pushing through I've been walking, on my own two feet And I want you to know, This is for you I never said goodnight This is my final cry They say, it'll be alright I'm sorry dad, I never said goodnight I'm sorry I never said goodnight Don't let go of me. Will I live forever? Do I have to stay alone at sea? Can I join you where you are? You'll never see what I can be Will I die alone? Can you please save me? Father I wish I could tell you one thing I miss you. I love you. I'm sorry.
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Ruins 02:41
you treat your body like a temple, made out of shatter dreams and rubble begging friends for your next fix, thank god for the hell of it i know you can't live without this i've helped you all i fucking can how can you call yourself a man? you preach on those lower than you, you don't realize what you fucking put me through it's not like you can save us all just worry about yourself we can see straight through your lies you're crying out for help the way you keep us close, and push us away you'll see soon enough, at the end of the day you lost at your own game i can see all the bullshit in your lies, so tell me when you lay down and die, while at your funeral who do you want by your side? by your fucking side. it's not like you can save us all just worry about yourself we can see straight through your lies you're crying out for help the way you keep us close, and push us away you'll see soon enough, at the end of the day you lost at your own game This is a wake up call if you need help it's here, pick yourself back up better days are near this is my life, why i fight, this is my haven.

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All songs written and recorded by Cease & Desist.
Recorded and Mixed by Mark Troyer at Evergreen Sound in Calgary, Alberta, Canada.
Mastered by Joey Sturgis at Foundation Recording Studio in Cornersville, Indiana.
All samples written by Colton Peters.
Artwork by Derrick Birkmann at Converge Studios in Calgary, Alberta, Canada.

Cease & Desist is:

James Bunker - Vocals
Jeremy Richardson - Vocals
Richard Golbeck - Guitar
Jordan Rumrill - Guitar
James Ward - Bass
Joshua Bartlett - Drums

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released January 13, 2014

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